Testing my Prayers

i often wonder
how much i could say in a place
like this without sounding
more pathetic than i really am.

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I used to say a prayer that went something like this:

Dear God,

If you never did anything else for me for the rest of my life, I would still serve, love and follow you with all of my heart because of all that you've done for me this far.

I think God is testing me on this.